1. PRAYER FOR THE PAIN

Driven by urge to feel save, control it all
But safety's not able to catch your fall
My mind was based on security - I ask myself why
My struggle continues - As it is but I try
I think I waste my time - But everyone expressed
I need to be here - All attempts to leave me 'n my memory
There's no need to talk about it
I am wasting your faith - sorry friend
As long as you walk around
I am prayin' for some pain again
Out of reach, from outside looking in
No chance for relief without to be within
More pills to stand my sickness - No more doubts chase myself why
Head aches stop struggle continues - Face the mess But I try
Not to waste anyone's life - I'm surpressing all my needs
Attempts deleting myself failed - Medicate my memory
There's no need to talk about it
I am wasting your faith - sorry friend
As long as you walk around
I am prayin' for some pain again
If insanity's here, what rules out there?
My mind is based on security - I ask myself why
My struggle continues - As it is but I try
I think I waste my time - But everyone expressed
I need to be here - All attempts to leave me 'n my memory
There's no need to talk about it
I am wasting your faith - sorry friend
As long as you walk around
I am prayin' for some pain
More pills to stand my sickness
No more downtakes, my son
Wasting your faith- sorry friend
More pills to stand my sickness
I'm surpressing all my needs
I am prayin' for some pain again
If insanity's here, what rules out there?

2. HUNGRY AGAIN
I run circles, i need to find, that beloved good shit that blows my mind
What's up ? - Good time to undertake me, my friend
Make my day - Just ignore that I'm too weak to stand
There's nothing at all - That comes through
I can't no longer pretend, - I confess for this mess
Please press the golden button
Run circles to find it - need a bit more fuzz to blow up my mind
into pieces - I self-invent a reason
My heart beats ticking too fast - I cannot stand any more
Poor tiny brain cells - you make sure
This beast is hungry again
Give me more, what i adore - right now!
You and me, forever we will be - endlessly!
Do you care - I don't
Do you care - I don't
Feed the cancer beast in me - I'm hungry again
Do you care - I don't
Do you care - I don't
Feed the cancer beast in me - I'm hungry again
I run circles, i need to find, that beloved good shit that blows my mind
The sweet poison that heals, the high i love to feel, different philosophy of life
Self-pollution - Indeed I tried to really make up mind
I keep loosing - Once I find a way to stop the abuse for a while
Could not stand it - mind got slow
Took just a little bit more - to awake my private freak show
The arrows are flying - Did a bit too much to blew up my mind
into pieces - I self-invent the reason
My heart beats ticking too fast - I cannot stand any more
Poor tiny brain cells - you make sure
This beast is hungry again
Do you care - I don't
Do you care - I don't
Feed the cancer beast in me - I'm hungry again
Do you care - I don't
Do you care - I don't
Feed the cancer beast in me - I'm hungry again
Dream on, dreamer - Dream on, dreamer
I feed the beast somewhere inside
I feed the beast I'm hungry again
I feed the beast it blows my mind
I feed the beast again and again
I feed the beast somewhere inside
I feed the beast I'm hungry again
I feed the beast it blows my mind
I feed the beast until the very end - until the very end
Do you care - I don't
Do you care - I don't
Feed the cancer beast in me - I'm hungry again
Do you care - I don't
Do you care - I don't
Feed the cancer beast in me - I'm hungry again
Dream on, dreamer - Dream on, dream on

3. FREE WITHIN
You came for me, won't release me ever, don't let grow
I want to be, set free forever, as you know
You are one with the drought, so no chance to blossom out
You never cared that for release I shout
Deaf to the words I choose, all you do is to abuse
But tables will turn and at last you'll lose
I feel free - Free within me
Don't need you no longer
I can do better I feel
I feel free - Free within me
Don't need you no longer
I can do better I feel
Locked in your cage, of your desires, you follow
A ball and chain, ‘s all you aspire, to hold me low
One more day just went by, I was attempting to fly
‘cause i got sick of this life all your lies
You forgot what‘s the truth, just kept on wasting your youth
There was never a need for you to proof
Nothing keeps me
I feel free - Free within me
Don't need you no longer
I can do better I feel
I feel free - Free within me
Don't need you no longer
I can do better I feel
I alone own myself, i alone am myself
Cannot keep on living a life that‘s not mine
I think you know what's needed
To make my troubles go by
But I try
No remake
Get free as soon as you can
I feel free - Free within me
Don't need you no longer
I can do better I feel
I feel free - Free within me
Don't need you no longer
I can do better I feel
I feel free - you don't understand me - Free within me
Don't need you no longer
I can do better I feel
I - feel
I - feel
Entirely free

4. UNKNOWN ENEMY
I‘m demon you fight, that stays deep inside
I‘m the threat you fear, voice you deny to hear
Freezing cold sound - a stronghold - of my disgrace - on my neck
Blood-painted but alive - from - my unknown enemy
Fears concatenate - a shiver - someone's far behind - down my back
Chasing every step you take - from - my unknown enemy
Cannot see but I know you are there
I thought you follow me blindly - Follow me blind
You're using lights brighter than the sun
Your only goal is to find me - To find me inside here
But you won't - Never - But you won't get me
I‘m demon you fight
Escaping from yourself - some kind - nothing is behind - of pressure
With every step you take - so - you think it is too late
Life assassinates - I stop to - no one is behind - turn my back
Chasing every step you take - your unknown enemy
I thought you follow me blindly - Follow me blind
You're using lights brighter than the sun
Your only goal is to find me - To find me inside here
But you won't - Never - But you won't get me
I don‘t see but your presence I feel, and don‘t let me go
Your words out of your mouth i hear, whirling through my mind
I cannot run i cannot hide from you but never will I give in
Freezing cold - Sound of my disgrace
Blood-painted but alive - My unknown Enemy
Someone's far behind - Chasing every step you take
My unknown enemy
I thought you follow me blindly - Follow me blind
You're using lights brighter than the sun
Your only goal is to find me - To find me inside here
But you won't - Never - But you won't get me
Follow me blindly - Follow me blind
You're using lights brighter than the sun
Your only goal is to find me - To find me inside here
But you won't - Never - But you won't get me
I‘m the threat you fear

5. TOMORROW

Whatever happens to you - Time doesn't change nothing
Whatever happens to you - Time doesn't change nothing but you
All goes by too fast- take your time
Try to keep it up - leave the stress
Handle everything - right behind - Anytime
Guess the meaning of this all
Regulations for a better world
Regulations for a better life
Decide to stand or take the fall
Own choice how it ends
Tomorrow- Changing- No sorrow- No more pain
Tomorrow - I will change it - No sorrow - No more pain
Don't know what to do - Watch the sign
No ambitions left - You have to try
Bid farewell to all - Say goodbye no more
Guess the meaning of this all
Regulations for a better world
Regulations for a better life
Decide to stand or take the fall
Own choice how it ends
Tomorrow - Changing - No sorrow - No more pain
Tomorrow - I will change it - No sorrow - No more pain
Tomorrow - Times come changing - No sorrow - Failed invention
Turns the clock strikes twelve too soon - Wake up be sure you obey
We all are the ones - Who can free ourselves.
Whatever happened to you I can tell that times didn't change me
Whatever happened to me I can tell that times didn't change you
Whatever happened to them I can tell that times didn't change us
Whatever happens to time I can tell that I'll want you to change
Don't fucking dare to be the change.
See our time's calculated dimension
Just invented to make you obey
Like a slave you keep trust in this tension
Watch it go 'way - Watch it go 'way
See our time's calculated dimension
Just invented to make you obey
Like a slave you keep trusting their stress I recommend
Don't let them wait - Don't let them wait again
Tomorrow - Changing - No sorrow - No more pain
Tomorrow - I will change it - No sorrow - No more pain.
Tomorrow - Times come changing
Tomorrow - failed invention
Turns the clock strikes twelve too soon- Wake up be sure you obey
Whatever happens to you - Time doesn't change nothing but you

6. WEIGHT OF THE WORLD

I hate - This existence - You're sick - And tired
Life leaves - Wound by wound
Pretend to leave it as it is
Walk away - life without problems will bore you someday
Talk this way - life without weight makes you filthy today
Through the valley of darkness I walk - What's this life worth
Lashes in my face this endless squall - Watch this life
Longing for the calm to come - Is this life worth? - To release me finally
I hate - This existence - You're weak - Sick and tired
Life leaves - Wound by wound - Pretend to leave it
Life leaves - More agony - I need - Some assistance
You're weak? - Sick and tired - I help - To bring it to an end
I carry the weight of the world on my own shoulders
You bury our fate Mother Earth won't get much older
I hate - This existence - You're sick - And tired
Life leaves - Wound by wound - Pretend to leave it as it is
Walk away - life without problems will bore you someday
Talk this way - life without weight makes you filthy today
It seems the longer I try
My sences rusting away - away
I think I've lost myself
In other dimension - Lost away
Wait to be eased from pain
But no one dared I cannot wait no longer - away
Time's ticking Please leave me Just get away - away now
I carry the weight of the world On my own shoulders
You bury our faith Mother Earth won't get much older
I need - Some assistance - Pretend to leave it
You're weak - Sick and tired
I help - To bring it to an end

7. Fight on

Look beside me but you’re gone - Never felt so desperately
Move aside to what I’ve done - Have to live the same way - sane way
In darkest hours you could always count on me
Why did you leave me - Fight on
I will never stop to scream - No one left in here
Don’t you believe me - Fight on for me
Misdeed - Endlessly I will - A tone for the past
Endlessly - From distance you hear
Endlessly I will - My plaintive cries - Endlessly
Heard inside me got no one - Answering to my memories
All the happiness was gone - Day you left me - left me
In your darkest hours you could always count on me
Why did you leave me - Fight on
I will never stop to scream - No one left in here
Don’t you believe - Fight on for me
Fight on for me
Yearning - Endlessly I will - Wait for your return
Endlessly - To bring back to me
Endlessly I will - The by gone times - Endlessly
Quickly all those days were gone
Future ‘comes a fairytale
All attempts to move it on
Lying pale now in the sand
In darkest hours you could always count on me
Why did you leave me - Fight on
I will never stop to scream - No one left in here
Don’t you believe me - Fight on for me
Don‘t let me down - Fight on for me
Fight, fight, fight
In your darkest hours you could always count on me
Why did you leave me - Fight on
I will never stop to scream - No one's left in here
Don’t you believe me - Fight on for me
Don‘t let me down - Endlessly I will
Grieve - Fight on for me
I will never stop to scream - No one's left in here
To stand by me - Endlessly

8. BREAKING CHAINS

Someday - you will collapse under that captivity
Someday - you will break the manacle of slavery
Since the day i became a part of it
More and more i lose connection
To the visions of life i followed
To become the man i strived for
Be sure someday
Freedom calls
Don't get disconnected
Freedom calls
Start to live - Nothing's in the way anymore
Break your chains - Don't waste your life
Start to live - Nothing's in the way anymore
Take your chance - Don't waste your life
Since the day I became a part of it
More and more I lose connection
To the visions of life I followed
To become the man I strived for
Be sure someday
Someday you will collapse under that captivity
Someday you will break the manacle of slavery
Start to live -Nothing's in the way anymore
Break your chains - Don't waste your life
Start to live - Nothing's in the way anymore
Take your chance - Don't waste your life
Prepare yourself to leave it someday all behind
Prepare yourself for the call
Be sure someday
Freedom calls
Don't get disconnected
Freedom calls
Start to live - Nothing's in the way anymore
Break your chains - Don't waste your life
Start to live - Nothing's in the way anymore
Take your chance - Don't waste your life
Nothing's in the way anymore - Don't waste your life
Nothing's in the way anymore - Don't waste your life
Nothing's in the way anymore - Don't waste your life
Break your chains

9. TURN THE TIDE

Take care - World outside‘s enemy
Beware - Realise isolation is the key
Take care - Heavy stones are hanging from around your neck
Beware of everything that keeps you off your track
Beware - Take care
Life passes by before my eyes
Sometimes our time‘s just ticking away
I‘m digging my grave before it‘s finally too late
Feel safe feel fine so here I can stay
There‘s no more pain that keeps on leading the day
Take care - Beware, heavy weight keeps hanging 'round your neck - Drag you down
Fake betrayer, don't stare at everything that keeps you off your track - Eyes off
Beware - Once upon you were young you spent a life without sorrow - Imagine it
Now my batteries go low - No not today - Maybe tomorrow
Once upon you're young - Remember the time
Not too long - just a while ago - You turned the tide
When nowadays you decide it's better to hide yourself
All of your memories - Sorry they died once again
And again - Sometimes our time‘s just ticking away
I‘m digging my grave before it‘s finally too late
Feel safe feel fine so here I can stay
There‘s no more pain that keeps on leading the day
Where is your old life now - Where are your friends
The tide turned for the worse now - There is a second chance
Beware - Once upon you were young you spent a life without sorrow - Imagine it
Now my batteries go low - no not today - Maybe tomorrow
Nowadays I decide myself to hide
Once upon you're young - Remember the time
Not too long - just a while ago - You turned the tide
When nowadays you decide it's better to hide yourself
All of your memories - sorry they died once again
Once again - Once again
I just cannot stand to kiss the good old times goodbye
I'll stay with you 'til lights are fading out - And further
All dreams 'come true 'til doubts are raining down on me
Rain comes down - Memories fading out - I've just lost myself
Drowning in pain just to see you again
Doubts are raining down - All lights are fading out
Kill my pain 'n doubts
You make the blind man to see once again

10. TORN APART

Alone in the stone cold dark
Thoughts - got you, doubts - don't get less
Fear - takes over, go help yourself
I see you're frightened - Day has gone by
No one cares about ourselves, why
I kept straight way - But you don't follow
I ensure you soon feel hollow
From a distance - What did we become ?
From a distance - Tell me, what went wrong
No one knows what kept us strong - No one knows
No one told us we were wrong - No one knows what
In your hand I laid all my trust, my confidence
And once yours, you tore it all apart
I remember your bright smile - the gleam in your eyes
I remember your cheatings - the deeper meaning
I remember my heart beats The chaos you feed
I remember the feelings - the bleeding
From a distance - What did we become ?
From a distance - Tell me, what went wrong
No one knows what kept us strong - No one knows
No one told us we were wrong - No one knows what
No one knows what kept us strong - No one knows
Nobody, nothing could no any harm to us
But somehow too weak to save ourselves
No one knows what kept us strong - No one knows
No one told us we were wrong - No one knows what
Chaos - No one knows - In your eyes
What kept us strong - The meaning
No one told us we were wrong
Chaos - No one knows - In your eyes
What kept us strong - Bleeding
No one told what went so wrong

11. DYING ILLUSIONS

Hope is gone
Once I was fighting to stay alive - Never will
Soldiers armed but lost inside
How you came and where will you go
I take you away
Why can't you understand
What is yours and what's their land
To let you go astray
I am longing to get home real soon
This piece of earth needs being ruined
All hope is gone - This is your destiny
Awaking from the ashes
All shots are done - You loose everything
All lights turns into darkness
I see my reflections in burning air - Harder
Rotten mankind is spreading disease
Hold you in my grasp and I squeeze
I won't loose this time
Why can't you understand
What is yours and what's their land
From now on you are mine
All hope is gone - This is your destiny
Awaking from the ashes
All shots are done - You loose everything
All lights turns into darkness
I'm longing to get home real soon
To those who blame me like a fool
I'm longing to get home real soon
this piece of earth needs being ruined
All hope is gone - This is your destiny
Awaking from the ashes
All shots are done - You loose everything
All lights turns into darkness
All hope is gone - This is your destiny
Awaking from the ashes
All shots are done - You loose everything
All lights turns into darkness

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